I've Made My Decesion

I've decided to return home to America. I was truly struggling as a single, foreign, lightly skinned person, but now it is time to leave. It isn't giving up, this is the final straw. I don't feel safe outside my home and now I don't even have a home. A lot of things have been happening that I haven't added to my blog. A lot. Struggle, after struggle has been thrown my way and I have done my best to overcome them as God was calling me here. I've spent a lot of time in prayer and my work here is finished. I'm not comfortable with the situation at school either. I have not signed a contract, and when i spoke with them about a number of problems they said, "Sorry, there is nothing that can be done. This is Turkey. It is tradition." Then I said, "I don't have a contract." and they said, "Oh, well then we will see what we can do." That is unethical and wrong, the contract is only beneficial to one side. If you leave in the middle of your contract, you pay all the remaining months of your salary. Yesterday I threatened to leave the school, today I am telling the school that I am leaving. Why haven't I signed a contract with the school? Because I wasn't comfortable with it. Awhile ago I talked with my Dad and he mentioned that he didn't think my personality would accept a contract such as this. It doesn't. If they wanted me to sleep with them, I would have to becasue I signed the contract. That is not ok, and I could never do it. So all in all, nothing is going is going well and I'm currently homeless. But the decesion is made and I am going home.